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  • More FM, you may skip

    I gotta journal this stuff no matter how long it goes on.Had a long chat on IM with FM last night explainin' to him why I was so upset. I also told my friend R what happened. Owning my own part but angry with him anywa…

  • I am going to see my psychiatrist tomorrow. I need to change something up drastically. There is no color in my world. I don't want to get out of bed in the morning and frequently rise around 11:30. I wouldn't mind dy…

  • Depression and Alcoholism

    I have only a scratchy voicemail recording, but apparently my good friend S tried a second time to commit suicide. Somewhere attending that event, she relapsed with alcohol, at almost 20 years sober. I absoloutely beli…

  • Okay, again I don't know what is up with me. So let's see what happens in black and white.I got home from my noon meeting and did a bit of homework but then wound up getting in bed and staying there until well past 6. …

  • I did nothing but play on the computer all day, go for a walk (3.4 miles, yay me), eat (boo) and watch Ghost Whisperer, which is as fluffy-light as reading a Barbara Carter novelette, only it's on TV. But for some damn r…

  • shhhhhhh

    I'm feeling good. The coffee tasted good this morning. Don't say anything. They might hear you and zap me with some angst-dust. Maybe it was all those cookies I ate last night. Ya think?My head feels obnoxious beca…

  • Self Healing Journey

    THE FOLLOWING ARE FROM SUSAN DUFFY'S SECRETS OF LIVING FOR SURVIVORS(and I'm still searching for the book) 1. Trust yourself enough to become your own teacher.This picture is Seeking Enlightenment by Nguyen Minh Phuoc 10…

  • another bad day. really down and fearful that something bad will happen. damn. sloth was defined by someone, i think that old st augustine as "melancholy in the presence of God's grace." yep. whatever. it's sunny a…

  • well i pooped out. it's too cold to go photo-ing. i'm a cold weather wimp. i want summer and i want it now.spent the morning on that impossible treasure hunt known as applying for ssdi. it's a job in an of itself. I…

  • it's raining, it's pouring and soon I'll be snoring...They changed my boob surgery from yale to temple surgical, much better, thank you.I got busy with the ssdi paperwork, oh it's like a treasure hunt. I have worked so …

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